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Malicia3333
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And a very very Merry Christmas to you too,my dear! I am sorry i dissapeared without a word for so long...i had my...issues.... I hope that this Christmas found you happy and serene,as you should and deserve to be! I think you are an incredible person! Kisses and hugs!!! P.S.I will not dissapear again,i will come and read,and sometimes write
Hi Kitty, I needed to talk to you,i just read your journal... And now,i feel like what i meant back then can be useful now too... In this situation that you are in right now,the best help you can get lyes within you...That`s why,back then,i said those things,because i dont see you struggle with this!!!You have to struggle,you have to change things for yourself,you have to believe that you`re getting better!!At all costs!If you dont,it will be difficult to cure,but if you do and if you try harder to help yourself,you will get better in no time,believe me! Hospital is not even an option and i am pretty damn sure that it aint gonna happen!Some therapy sessions could do you good,but you know what a shrink does?He help you help yourself!So,you might as well do it yourself! You have to think positive,you have to find nice things to do in your spare time,you have to force yourself at the beggining,but you will soon see progress! Nature is very good,go somewhere nice and pure,clear your thoughts!Do something you never did,paint,or listen to classic music,or....i dont know,knit!Watch an old movie,watch a good romance,even if you find it corny or cheesy,open your heart to the beauty of life! Stop being a victim,stop being missunderstood!Instead of being so,just explain people how are you made,so they can actually understand you! Plant a tree or buy a dog,i dont know,do positive stuff!I am sure it would help you,and with a little help from your doctor you will be just fine! Life really is beautiful,you just have to find the beauty in everything that surrounds you! Please,i would like to know what do you think about what i wrote and what do yo plan to do about it! A thousand hugs for you and i wait for your reply!
Hi there.... I just read your last post... I hope you're sure that nothing happened.I dont want to sound patronizing...but maybe this time you'll learn your lesson. You realize,i hope,that you were really really lucky that nothing really bad happened to you! It is true that young people make mistakes...but you have to take risks that are measurable...Do you understand me?I hope so...I really dont want to sound harsh...and i know i do....but what the heck,i want to say these things to you,because i think i could make a difference Do not expose yourself like this,it doesnt worth it,especially for the fact that you live,as i understood,in a small comunity I really care about you,you know... Alcohol,at first contact,seem pretty amazing,huh?You become fluent,spiritual,you make great jokes,you feel high,everybody likes you!Unfortunatelly,the line between funny and cute on one side and gross on the other is very thin,and you come across that line in a blink of an eye...And it's really not cool to be on the other side. I really hope i havent offended you!!! I send you a big big hug,and i really hope that now,the last time really means the last time! I wish you the best! I will be here for you M.
Uhm, thanks I know, I know. I've scolded myself already for it. But there was a lot more behind it than just the desire for coolness and foolish bravery. I just wanted to stop thinking about crap.
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When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table...
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I bat my eyelashes in the face of danger.
I am sorry i dissapeared without a word for so long...i had my...issues....
I hope that this Christmas found you happy and serene,as you should and deserve to be!
I think you are an incredible person!
Kisses and hugs!!!
P.S.I will not dissapear again,i will come and read,and sometimes write
Merry Christmas!!!
--
I bat my eyelashes in the face of danger.
I needed to talk to you,i just read your journal...
And now,i feel like what i meant back then can be useful now too...
In this situation that you are in right now,the best help you can get lyes within you...That`s why,back then,i said those things,because i dont see you struggle with this!!!You have to struggle,you have to change things for yourself,you have to believe that you`re getting better!!At all costs!If you dont,it will be difficult to cure,but if you do and if you try harder to help yourself,you will get better in no time,believe me!
Hospital is not even an option and i am pretty damn sure that it aint gonna happen!Some therapy sessions could do you good,but you know what a shrink does?He help you help yourself!So,you might as well do it yourself!
You have to think positive,you have to find nice things to do in your spare time,you have to force yourself at the beggining,but you will soon see progress!
Nature is very good,go somewhere nice and pure,clear your thoughts!Do something you never did,paint,or listen to classic music,or....i dont know,knit!Watch an old movie,watch a good romance,even if you find it corny or cheesy,open your heart to the beauty of life!
Stop being a victim,stop being missunderstood!Instead of being so,just explain people how are you made,so they can actually understand you!
Plant a tree or buy a dog,i dont know,do positive stuff!I am sure it would help you,and with a little help from your doctor you will be just fine!
Life really is beautiful,you just have to find the beauty in everything that surrounds you!
Please,i would like to know what do you think about what i wrote and what do yo plan to do about it!
A thousand hugs for you and i wait for your reply!
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When the evening is spread out against the sky
Like a patient etherized upon a table...
I just read your last post...
I hope you're sure that nothing happened.I dont want to sound patronizing...but maybe this time you'll learn your lesson.
You realize,i hope,that you were really really lucky that nothing really bad happened to you!
It is true that young people make mistakes...but you have to take risks that are measurable...Do you understand me?I hope so...I really dont want to sound harsh...and i know i do....but what the heck,i want to say these things to you,because i think i could make a difference
Do not expose yourself like this,it doesnt worth it,especially for the fact that you live,as i understood,in a small comunity
I really care about you,you know...
Alcohol,at first contact,seem pretty amazing,huh?You become fluent,spiritual,you make great jokes,you feel high,everybody likes you!Unfortunatelly,the line between funny and cute on one side and gross on the other is very thin,and you come across that line in a blink of an eye...And it's really not cool to be on the other side.
I really hope i havent offended you!!!
I send you a big big hug,and i really hope that now,the last time really means the last time!
I wish you the best!
I will be here for you
M.
I just wanted to stop thinking about crap.
Thanks a lot, anyway...
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I bat my eyelashes in the face of danger.
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